remorse code
 
nurtured by an age of
guilt-infused literacy i say, john, 
                  i'm too happy to write:
too engaged in
        manually cranking
the climate and
rejecting
          electromagnetic
interference
an assistant was needed to
   fluff and 
fold the crook 
in a mother's
     arm   , peel 
an orange in mock meditation,
avert his/her
eyes from the bus-
          stop 
          
                   i'm sending you
                   apologies through
                   a sound telegraph 
                   
                   ,     then death threats
                             
                             lichtenberg
                             figures threading the
                             sheets , xeroxed
                                      to my face:
                          
                              simulating lightning 
the audience grows
it started before i
graphed dinosaurs
           beating
the shit out of each
other
before my philosophy
professor made
          snow angels
when white space
detonated the congregation
noted the mechanism
          of an index finger
                 defunct receivers
                       ,uncharted
                 streets curve
                 for him for him then
                        him       
women
            have had their due this one is
                        for him
despite my colleagues
   &nbs                i've
never delved into
             sex ,or love even
         : this is
       ongoing research
       about     skin grafts
our return to fraternal
cities ,calf-deep
             in seders
; your vomit subtle
       at the root
             of a
       budding oak